she love me in her own way

while i checking my phone just now,i mean my roommate's phone since my phone was broke and got to borrow from her.urm..where am i just now??ok,while i checking the phone, tetibe jer,i was threw myself to few past weeks incident.it started when i got a call from 'her'.

her : hello..kakak,wat gapow?
me : urm..dok kat bilik..study..bakpow??
her : x dop tubik g manow2??
me : x dop.. dop mood r nop tubik..bakpow neh??
her : ok kow ari neh??
me : ok jah..bakpow neh??oyap lah..
her : x dop gapow..tadi tibo2 jah serow debar..tkot adow gapow2 jah
me : owh..x dop gapow2 pom..ok jah ari neh
her : urm..biar r x dop gapow2 gak..tibo2 jah kowt..ok lah..smbung lah study tu
me : urm..ok..bye...

after that i juz can't describe my feeling
i felt like i was so000 being di ambil berat
frankly i said she never express how deep she love me
but i didn't care much
coz i know she has her own way to love
and incidentally, on dat day she showed me how her love 'physically'
physically??excuse dat word..haha

pliz dun get confuse..
'her' in above entry was actually refer to my MOM...
n i love her sooooo much for wat she has done to me

THANKS UMI..KAKAK SAYANG UMI SANGAT2..
MAAFKAN SEMUA KESILAPAN KAKAK BUAT
DARI KAKAK BABY SAMPAI SEKARANG...
DOAKAN KAKAK BERJAYA DUNIA DAN AKHIRAT..

p/s : excuse for dat dialogue language..hehe..
can't be translated to english..
got no feeling when doing so
then,bukak kamus bahasa klantan
translate sndri ok..=)

bbq+pesta konvo

bbq??yummy2!!haha
sedap hingga menjilat jri~~
yesterday,1 ssc was having a farewell party since it comes to the end of dis sem
*sob3*..
kemungkinan kite sume tak kan blajar satu klas lg since our class was limited to 45 stdents only
berlatarkan tasik yang half cantik, wall climbing yang da kena ban ngan utm,ktowg enjoy sakan mnikmati ayam+hotdog+n.goreng+tembikai+sandwich yang disediakan oleh mak ajak
kredit to mak ajak..sume sedap!!
kekenyangan..x de satu pun yang kurang
thanx to sume yg sggup bergadai nyawa..(ceewahh!!ayt gempak jew) dalam asap utk mngipas aym2 tue sume
hehe..sowi lah..ak tlg tgk n mkan jew smalam..
pegi jalan kaki blik pon jalan kaki
it's ok lah since tmpat tue dkat lg
blik jew tros on9
dgan pnat nye x hlang lg
mira a.k.a ketua aras dtg
"farah,jom r p pesta konvo"
si asmida plak dtg ngan baldi n brg2 mndi dy
"jom lah..jom lah..pliZ.."
excited btol diowg lau p tmpat2 org rmai neh
"anis,jom p pesta konvo"
anis : mu g ak g r
"ok,set..jom kta p"
lpas sume siap,konon nye nk p naek bas
tggu pnye tggu,haram bas nk dtg
as : jom lah kte jlan kaki jew
mak aii..jaoh kowt
tapi bst gak jlan rmai2..
mlam2 plak tue
wakaka
org ramai gler kat sana
pe yg best pon x taw lah
lepas pusing2,jalan2,kaki ak da mengeluh
"sakit2..x tahan dah..huhu"
"sabar lah kaki ooii..
jap ag ko kna jaln lg
lau tak, tak blik lah ak"
sampai jew bilik tros terlantang ats katil
syok jew layan ngantok
"BAJU AK TAK SIDAI LG!!!"
how i wish if i have a bibik
trun p amek baju
naek ngan baldi berat
ngan mata ngantok
pksa jgak tangan kaki neyh sume sidai baju
haha..yes!!done
tyme to sleep!!

p/s : lepas basoh baju tros sidai..=)

.....

u asked for it
then u'll have it..

wat is frens for??

frens@kawan..
dua2 bwa mksud yg sme..ak taw..hehe
ap sbnrnya gna kwan dlam idop kte
it's just 4 make our life filled??
or frens is just a collection??

watever how they look like or watever they behave just accept them as wat they r
ye,memg..kalu dy jhat x leh lah nk trime jhat dy tue kan
but dat thing can be tolerated,rite..

for all dis while,kta slalu skit hti lau kwan buat hal..
ckp diowg x pdulikan kte lah
lau jmpe kwan bru, tros tggalkan kte lah
but, prnah x kte pkir mebi kte neyh prfect sgat kew??
x prnah buat slah kew??
ello,we r human ok..not a malaikat
nobody perfect..

so,lpas neyh tgk blik dri kte
mne perlu ubah, kta ubah
mne yg x baek, buang prangai tue
it's not being hypocrite but we r trying to be a better person..

Jason Mraz - Lucky Lyrics

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

[ thanks to yaya_abrahman[at]yahoo.com for submit this lyric ]

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sorry 4 being selfish..=(

bodoh..selfish..keras kepala..pikir sal dri sndri jew..prasaan owg laen mne ko buang hah farah??
sggup ko wat cam tue kt kwan ko sndri??bestfren ko sndri??ko ckp ko syg dy tp neyh kew cra ko syg dy??dgan skitkan ht dy??bt dy kcewa ngan ko??

ak taw ak slah dlam hal neyh.ak sggup wat cam tue wlupun ak taw t akhrnya kami dua2 yg skit.kecewa.tp ak t'pksa buat bnda neyh.TERPAKSA.tlg jgan tnya knape ak wat sume neyh sbab that will make this worst.

ak x prnah mtak ape2 dari mu tp kali neyh ak mtak satu jew.maafkan ak ats sume neyh.ak mnyesal, tp klau msa blh undur blik, ak sumpah ak x kan wat cam neyh..ak mnyesal..tp pnyesaln ak neyh da x dew gna dah,kan??mu pon msti da bnci ak,mnympah ngan ak..

tp utk pngetahuan mu, ak x kan jmpe lg kwan mcam mu. ur the only one. org laen x kan sme da mcam mu..mtak maaf skali lg sbab ak x dapt jd farah yg dlu. ak da x kuat mcam dlu. sorry 4 everything. just hope dat we can start it all over again..=)

hate this stuff

wat stuff act it is.
i try to act normal
but that normal resist on me
maybe i was too sensitive
or people surround me were too mean towards me
i was too tired of this

do noe how to explain
lau skali dua ckap ak still leh trime
maybe for you people,it just a joke
tp lau da byk kali ckp
bnda yang same plak tue ak x leh trime
teruk sgat ke ak neyh?
ape owg laen x wat cam ak wat?
ade korg ckp bnda yg sme kt org laen?
don't mind my business ok
dis is my life
MINE!!

i bet org yang bca bnda neyh msti ckap ak mcam2.
kras kpala+degil+x nk dgar nshat+pntgkan dri..everything
ok,maybe all u people are rite
my bad..
i'm trying to change dat
but should i?
change ourselves for da sake of others
got no idea

watever it is
i do not want this matter become an issue
big issue smpaikan kte hlang krasian
ak x nk bnda2 neyh ptskan prshabatan kte
or wat ever rlationship dat we have
got to think throughly over this
chow..

relief

i kiss a girl n i like it..
hope my boyfriend don't mind it~~
6:00 am
shit jew fon neyh..bru kjap tdor.da kna bgun dah...
wehh!!ari neyh kuiz.pyh chem+lab mnegemnt.
impromptu speech lg..adoyaii
lpas siap2 sume,ak bca lg nota2 utk kuiz ari neyh
lab mngemnt x settle skett lg
bca yg neyh dlu r..
jap ag phy chem pnye tyme plak
lpas mai ngan anis siap then hg class
tyme part kuiz phy chem,
BENGONG!!gapow dyo neyh??
ak x leh jwab sume
sob sob sob
snag cter..kta goreng jew,mai ckap..haha
then,kuiz lg stu..
gler hepi
soklan stret cam lam nota
agak hepi d ctu..
haha..then come part yg ak x brapa ska
English class student!!
bkan x ska klas Eng,tp hri neyh ad speech
SPONTAN babe.cuak stu bdan
1st tjuk ak x kna lg
then 2nd tjuk ak kna..
"3 annoying behaviours of ur siblings"
waaa!!!ak ska sbab seng gler tjuk neyh
ak pon bla bla bla kt dpan
dgan tgan gigil ntah ape
ak ckap jew ap ak rsa nk ckap
1st 3 min mr bell bnyi..ting!
lg 2 min lg farah!!go go..
ckup 5 min n ak pon hbs ckp
surprisely sume tpuk tgan+snyum
lam hti,"best sgat kew ak ckap"
wallawei r ko neyh...pasan r tue
sgat2 lega..anis siap sedey lg dgar ak cter
pehal lah ko neyh anis
azam plak puji cter ak best..
hahaha..ok enuff.ak da start takbur neyh..
Astaghfirullah...=(
so,all the burden had gone
oppss,esk kuiz org chem plak..
x stdy hbs lg neyh..
gtg then..daa darl,dior or so watever..=)