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Sunday, January 31, 2010

wat is friends for..??

friends..??what actually friends for?to make us happy?for us to share probs?or maybe somebody that will stand beside us whether we r down or up.friends will never just stand there n watch we doing mistake.they will be our second big bro or sis dat will told us wat is rite to do.but it gets irritate when they use that 'duty' at wrong place or time.yeah!!i noe i'm quite keras kepala or other word saya neyh agak degil.but it doesn't mean dat u pown kna gna cara keras nak nasihat saya.i REALLY can't accept plus it make me feel "oh God!am i the bad-worse-person in dis world?".then,see wat u have done?kite pnya persahabatan pon da x macam dulu.dulu kite hepi2 jew.no worries,no tear,no sakit2 hti,but now.u spoiled everything.ak x kesah lau ko nk nsihat ak tp agak2 r.perli ak dpan public(i mean at fb..hehe).mebi x dew owg bca or mebi ade yg bce.it's humilliate me!!!n i hate when i'm being humilliated.ak x mahu friendship kte neyh end up sbab bnda2 cam gni.it's not worth it.walaupun frenship kte neyh x sampai pon sethun tp ak ttap syg frenship neh.so,utk beberapa ktika neh ak rse kta jgan b'hubung lg.bkan mksud ak utk ptuskan,tp ak nk ko pkir dlam2 ape yg dah ko wat.lau ko rse ko yg slah n then mtak maaf ak blh trime.tp lau ko ttap jgak b'keras yg ko tue btol,olrite then.we just stop here.no more 'fren' between us.

i used to receive dis SMS :

TODAY,I START TO REALIZE SOMETHING
NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU GIVE TO OTHERS
YOU WON'T GET THAT MUCH IN RETURN
IF YOU GOOD,YOU T ACCEPTABLE
IF YOU ARE NOT THEN YOU ARE SO LEFTOUT..

ak rse memg btol ape yg dy ckap.so,the best is we just give it wif full of honest,tnpa mgharapkan blasan..

ok,da nagntok..tyme Utk tdor farah..esk ade study dting ngan che na..=)
chiou...

Friday, January 29, 2010

bakso

tetibe 2,3 hri neh trase nk mkan bakso..hehe..knape..??x tau knape..bese lah.da hri2 mkan nsi jew,jemu gak.nk jgak ubah selera neh.urmm..tp cni kdai yg jual bakso plak.kat kolej 11.jauh nun d atas bukit sne..hehe..tp nk pegi jgak.x kire..(b'semagt tue).nk ajak sape ea..??mai??sah2 x nak p.ptg2 msti nk maen cafe world dy tue.haish.ajak miera??urm..tp miera ske jog.x nk jog.smalam dah jog.skit kaki..=(.haa!!gotcha..ajak payana..kaki mkan+kaki jalan..hehe..okey..after dis got to text payana.make appointment wif her.huhu..dis evening da blh mkan bakso..yes!!yes!!

Sunday, January 24, 2010

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel Lyrics

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[to fade]

powered by lirik lagu indonesia

njoy dis song yeah..!!believe me.da lyrics really got me crazy..=)

*kesakitan teramatan*

pkul 11.20..x smpai sejam tadi test bru hbs.test phy chem.fuhh..ltey x pyah ckap r..npe ltey..??ltey lah..wat kira2 neh memg mleykan otak taw..plus,buatkan kta cpat lpar..credit to miera sbab bg ak info tu..^_^.ari neh test phy chem.smalm orgnc chem.yg tue x ltey otak nk jwab,tp ltey tlinga nk dgar prof hasnah bebel t..haha..sy x taw ape yg jwb smalam..maen blasah jew..kuikui..smalam memg bad day..dah lah x ley jwab test,lpas test tue jtoh longkang plak..DUSSHH!!!bnyi cam tue kew owg jtoh..??watever..=).npe blh jtoh..??x taw lah.kalu kte taw,x kan bley jtoh plak kan.neyh sume sbab m.cik cleaner tue r.lpas cuci longkang tue ttup r blik.neyh x psal2 sy da jd penerjun longkang yang berjaya.skit x pyah cte r..memg x trok tp luka jgak r.kat kaki.yang x than nye,lpas jtoh tue blh gelak plak ngan rumet sy,mai. xtaw npe tp rse cam nk gelak jew lpas bgun dri jtoh tue.then bwu trase pedih kat luka tue..nk upload gmbar luka tue tp x leh..huhu..len kali jew ok..



WARNING : jlan tgk bwah..hehe..

Sunday, January 17, 2010


It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See, somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going, coming
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there? No one
Thinking that I deserved it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning, to love again
All I know is, Imma be okay

Thought I couldnt live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too (oh yeah)
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to (ooh ooh)
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
without something there to remind me
It wasn't all that easy
to just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming
Don't wanna laugh, hurt my feelings

But that's the path, I believe in
And I know that, time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning, to love again
All I know is, I'm gon' be okay

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too (oh yeah)
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to (ooh ooh)
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me (no more you and me)
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is, I'll be fine without you
Yes, I will

tension..!!

tolong!!!tolong!!sape2 blh tolong ak..ak tension neyh..waarghhh!!!da lme x rse tension cam neyh.neyh sume sbab keje bi.ak igat blajar bi sem neyh relax jew.hampeh jew..lagi tension ade r.nk soh wat tue larh.wat neyh larh.aiyya!!we r not robots ok!!Gosh!!mggu neyh obvious sgat sume owg tension semcam jew..

p/s : fikri,ak x cri lgu yg ko ckp td.hehe.sbab tue tnsion ak x hbs g kowt..=)


mggu dpan ad exam plak..2 days in rows ok..urmmm..memg bgos r utk ak yg memg dah sdia ktnsionan neyh..

seb bek td najiah kol td.haha..she's in same boat wif me..tgh tnsion gak..haha..pdan mke kte dua kan..??relax2..kejap jew neyh.esk ok r..hopefully..

Friday, January 15, 2010

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fuhhh...bwu lpas mndi..SEGARRR!!!hehe..td tetiba lak terigat yg umi kol ari tue..


"kakak..blik smula johor brapow hri blan..?"

"kakak amek tiket ari ahad..21 hb..bkpow..??

sebenarnya mak ak ckap dy t'pilih utk p gnting..best nye..ak pown nk ikot jgak..ak x prnah smpai pown sne..(jakun glew kan..??)..

yg tue ak x kesah sgat..yelah..ofis dy yg sponsor kan.x kan nk bwak stu fmili kot p..yg ak t'kilan sgat2 sbnarnya ak kmgkinan bsar ak x dpat P PANGKOR!!!!!

waaarghh!!!yg neyth larh wat ak sedey ari tue.mne aci.asyik2 ak slalu jew kna tggal.p kluang ak x dew,p penang ak x dew..p langkawi ari tue pown ak x dew.lau tgk gmbar memg slalu r gmbar ak x dew..sadis btol.

ari tue memg cnfirm ak leh p..pnye semgat ak bli tket yg ari khamis.sggup blik ari tue w'pown agak t'kejar2 nagn lab nye hbs kol 5..skali abah kol,

"kakak,bas nop g pangkor tue tolok pagi..dae kow sapa..??"

DUSH!!adoyai..npe camtue plak.ari tue ckap nk p mlam.memg da sah2 larh nk sempat ngan ak.bas utm neyh slalu smpai lmbat.sedey doe.slalu jew cmneyh.slalu ak x leh nk p.geram..geram.geram.aikk..??ngan spe ak geram sbnarnya neyh??x taw ngan sape..=(

Saturday, January 2, 2010

^bengang^

da lme rse x tlis blog..hehe..bese larh..bru2 wat jew semgat nk tlis ari2..pastue,semgat tue pown hlang..btol x..??huhu..ari neyh lpas subuh ak x smbung tdor.tp ak x stdy,ak smbg tgk cte korea smalam.cte gle kntang pnye best smpai nanges2 sume..hahaha..poyo jew..lpass hbs cte tue tros rse nk mndi awl ari neyh..(bgga mak ak bca neyh)..:)..then,kmas2 mja sket,nk wat report orgnic chem..tgh2 syok buat,"eh,lamow doh x tepom umi.miskol metar"bila dlanda musibah,hti tabah mula resah"[caller rgtones mak ak larh tue]..x smpai 5 mi,umi kol blik..lpas sembang2 kmbing nagn umi,umi cte stu bnda ngan ak.cte tue memg membengangkan ak d pg ari neyh.ak pndekkan cte.ad sowg mak cik neyh igt ak kna repeat paper gara2 ak pgi u awal ari tue.berapi tlinga ak dgar.siap tnya ngan nenek sedara n nenek ak plak tue.so what kalo ak kna repeat paper pown..??ak byar ngan duet dya kew byar sume tue..??mcam ank dy bgos sgat.ank da pown slah jgak.ad kew ptot dy ckap bdak2 yg pgi awl neyh slalu bdak yg kna repeat.wak lu..!!utm neyh kedekut cti larh.sbab tue start tue sem awl.seb bek nek sedara n nenek ak x amek pusing ngan ape yg mak cik tue ckap.in fact,diowg bck up ak lg..waarghh!!neyh yg ak lgg syg ngan diowg neyh..hehe..tgh ak dok kutuk2 mak cik tue,umi ckap,"x soh caro larh.hok pnting kto memg x kno repeat.ikt dyo larh nop oyap gapow pom.dy tue memg mlut gtue".lpas umi ak ckap camtu,lega sket hti ak.ske hti dy larh nk ckap pe2 pown,yg pntg sume fmily percaya kan ak,bg support.thnx sume..